solid lyrics

[Chorus]

If I had everything I dreamed of

Everything I ever needed

Would it still be hard to breathe and

Tell me would I still not sleep then

If I had everything I wanted

Money and new apartment

Pretty girls at every party

Tell me would that make me solid

[Verse 1]

This shit ain't about the lack of money that I got

This shit ain't about the lack of women that are hot

This shit can't be fixed with anything I've ever bought

This shit goes way deeper than I think I've ever thought

So I lay there praying everyday it goes away and

Breathing, my only escape is when I'm dreaming

Pleading, tell me that I'm not the only one

Punish me for something but I can't remember what

Am I a freak 'cause the only thing I fear is my mind

Am I weak 'cause I'm tripping when you say I seem fine

Do I need someone else to help me keep it in line

Girl believe me I'm trying, I'm trying

[Chorus]

If I had everything I dreamed of

Everything I ever needed

Would it still be hard to breathe and

Tell me would I still not sleep then

If I had everything I wanted

Money and new apartment

Pretty girls at every party

Tell me would that make me solid

[Verse 2]

Bottles of some pills on the nightstand

Guess I gotta take 'em every time I get up

Could be taking these for my lifespan

If I don't ever figure out what's got me screwed up

So I'm meditating on the daily

Doing yoga with some ladies

How come no one's got the answers

Who the fuck is gonna save me

Guess it's me if no one else

I'm the one who needs my help

I ain't throwing in the towel

I ain't sitting on the shelf

Am I a freak 'cause the only thing I fear is my mind

Am I weak 'cause I'm tripping when you say I seem fine

Do I need someone else to help me keep it in line

Girl believe me I'm trying, I'm trying

[Chorus]

If I had everything I dreamed of

Everything I ever needed

Would it still be hard to breathe and

Tell me would I still not sleep then

If I had everything I wanted

Money and new apartment

Pretty girls at every party

Tell me would that make me solid

[Bridge]

Guess we're gonna see what I'm made of straight up

I'm the only thing that I'm afraid of baby

Feeling like I'm going through some bullshit lately

Wonder if it's me or everyone who's crazy

Do my best to keep myself distracted acting

Like everything is chill until my stress is passing

Trying to accept that peace ain't everlasting

Tell me that I'm fine is really all I'm asking

[Chorus]

If I had everything I dreamed of

Everything I ever needed

Would it still be hard to breathe and

Tell me would I still not sleep then

If I had everything I wanted

Money and new apartment

Pretty girls at every party

Tell me would that make me solid